When The World Stops

I hated it admit it, more than anything i hated it. It has taken a bit of time to say.... I've got a cold!!!
And what is worse that its no normal cold, it has hit me almost instantly, i lost my voice to even add to the annoyance of it.


It had hit me on the Friday and went home half way through work, took the day off on Saturday. I thought id still go back to work on Tuesday thinking 'I'll be fine' but NO, i was not fine my voice continued to disintegrate even worse and finished work a little earlier and worse i had to admit defeat, i am sick and i need to go to the doctor\r and was then told to take a week off to recover..


Now that I'm halfway through my sick leave and still recovering but not 100% i am getting bored, i know resting is good for you to recover but its frustrating, it does make me realize that i do work to hard and don't put in anytime just for myself, or that i don't have to do everything, as i feel the fact that i am sick even with its worst timing ever is because i'm putting to much on myself and that i need to take better care of myself.

Orana Park - FEED THE TIGER - OMG

Over the weekend, i got such an amazing an awesome opportunity to feed an tiger at Orana  Park, it was amazing to not only look at all the amazing animals, something that you don't get to see often, but to feed a beautiful thing like a tiger. While feeding the Tiger, i learned more about the tigers and how they were being brutally hunted and there homes destroyed and how Orana Park is trying tosave the habitats and the Tigers in the wild. I am so lucky to be able to look at these animals at the zoo and be able to feed the Tiger, it is an experience i will never forget.



If you want to donate to help the Tigers go to the following link to see what you can do: http://www.21stcenturytiger.org/

On the Gym

It was roughly two months ago when i decided it was time, to join a gym. the decision came when i am realizing that i am not happy nor healthy at my size i have started slowly getting into the gym and am slowly getting myself into a routine.

The truth is that, i am 5'1" tall and weigh 91.1kg and when i look into the mirror i do not like what i see, so alongside the gym i am slowly working on my nutrition so i can be a lot healthier and happier in who i am and with what i look like, this is only for me and it only has to be for me, or there was no point.

To help i joined a gym that is close to where i work and is fully supportive and easy to get to from both home and work and just put into my life and so far it has helped it has became something fun and enjoyable.

Now ti take on the world!!!!!

I am now back to blonde (bucket list)

Back to blonde

March, 2014 i had the chance to shave my hair off, for the blood and leukemia foundation. It was a great chance to help raise funds for the cause and help me regrow my natural hair color of blonde hair and now 1 year, 9 months later my hair has grown out some and is showing its nice blonde color which is something that i had missed since my hair had been dyed.

On the right is a current picture, and i must say how much i love having that color back and am looking to having it grow out even longer.

Now that i have written that i must mention why i have been absent from here for so long when i intended to keep posting weekly at least. My personal life has taken a shift for the better, which means i have now moved back to Christchurch and am now living with my fiancé who has re inspire me to do what i love the most, reminded me to live my life, and to be true to who i am as a person. so with that i am happy to continue this journey of self discovery with him and within myself.

The Psychopath Test: A Journey through the Madness Industry by Jon Ronson

This is such an amazing topic to read about and to experience, you can tell it has well researched and well-written. The author was given a chance to delve himself into a world of madness and let himself become involved in an unknown.

The thing I liked about this is the author starts to question his own convictions and that of his findings but helps the reader to question their own beliefs. The test itself that pucks up on Psychopath’s needs to be taught, properly and softly so that it ensures that the result and the care afterwards is done correctly and safety and the author has shown that there is still lots we do not know about the mind and that the way we help those with mental illness and look at those who have them still has a long way to go.

The Dancing Jax Series

The first book in this series, was good and full of promise. The idea was very interesting. However the second was good but started to feel rushed and lie the author was getting tired of writing the series. Now with the last and third book, I had trouble reading and getting through the book was difficult as it got to far fetched for me and not the greatest.

The book is good but not what I have personally like. The idea of book is good but not well delivered, so if you  read, don't be disappointed when you get to the last book.

Where we are laying.

Hello everyone, I hope all of you are having a fun time, and school or work isn't getting you down.

Over here I am almost finished a trilogy (from my reading list) the dancing jax series. Which I will post at the end if the week.

Now after the post at the end of the week I will be completing something from my bucket list,  this list has been a little ignored lately, which is a real shame as it has quite interesting things placed on this  list. 

While I am doing the bucket list, I have had the idea of running some possible competitions, during the next few weeks, so keep your eye out for the upcoming weeks.  :D